I Hate My Mother—Fragments for Those Who Did Not Have the Words

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ENGLISH — The Book That Speaks When You Cannot

The English edition is raw, direct, and unfiltered. It speaks to readers who grew up in homes where love was conditional, silence was currency, and childhood was something endured rather than lived.

The book unfolds in four movements:

PART I — Before the Words

Childhood in darkness. A cupboard. A staircase. A sofa. A mother who chooses silence over protection.

PART II—I Am

Identity reclaimed through fragments:

Child.

Girl.

Boy.

Mother.

Teenager.

Intersex.

Survivor.

Each identity is a mirror — not of what the world demanded, but of what the author finally allowed themselves to be.

PART III — What I Would Have Liked to Say

Letters never sent.

Truths never spoken.

Grief never acknowledged.

PART IV — And Yet I Live

The rebirth.

The daughter.

The vow to break the cycle.

The English version is a confession, a confrontation, and a liberation.